Thursday, December 1

well life's like this.
i guess its hard to trust people now.
its kinda sad.
it takes you so long to gain trust but just a second
to destroy the trust that the person gained in you.
i feel so cheated, so fustrated.
well i dont know.
its just a very heavy hearted feeling.
I dont know how to explain it.
Its just a feeling I hate.
I just dont understand people sometimes.
all i know is that if i dont protect myself, no one will.
places in people's heart can be replaced.
i shall not decieve myself about that anymore.
people can remain so cool and friendly when
they are betraying you actually.
well i dont know what to say.
I can see that they are just waiting for that chance.
well. its kinda shameless actually.
but now, i think it doesnt matter anymore.
im not at fault.
its really really BAD to intrude into people's privacy.
ITS EVEN WORSE when you say things you know its
NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.
well. i just want to say MYOB.
i thought you were nice and you know..
but well. i guess im wrong.
you are just a terrible person through and through.
to do such a thing is shameless.
it really is.
now i know why.
loving is not having.
having is not loving.
if you know how to love, you wouldnt do this.
you may be the winner now.
but I DONT CARE.
i know i have done my best.
i did all i can.
i dont care if you think you win.
because in this thing, there is no winner or loser.
seriously, its just one thing.
character.
gone. she is gone.
just get off me.
i dont ever want to see your face anymore.
stop smiling and try to act nice.
seriously. IT SUCKS.
-derityllaermienolanognignahtniopon
otdeeninehwpuevigdluowi-


i was. she is. get the picture?
ACTION SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
& there she goes,
SMILING AGAIN* ;
3:35 AM

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